still can’t believe i actually talked someone into spending $120 on lollapalooza tickets

He will brush against your thigh and pretend that he didn’t, and he’ll look you in the eyes and tell you he likes them. He will take the band out of your ponytail because he likes your hair long, he will let you listen to his favourite song and it will get stuck in your head. He will kiss your lips until they are numb and he will hold your hands until they go numb too. Don’t watch the sunset with him, because you won’t be able to watch it again without missing the smell of his cologne. Don’t make him call you by your nickname, because afterwards you won’t be able to hear it. Your heart will be heavy and so will your head but just remember you were beautiful before he said so.

some advice i gave to a friend (via desc-end)



Who’s the last person you talked to about sex? 
not sure probably two of my friends

Have you ever sat in the back of a police car?

Are you stubborn? 

If you took a drug test right now, would you pass? 

What would your last name be if you married the last person you texted? 

Who was the last person to be on a bed with you? 
probably my mom?

Do you tend to hold a grudge? 

Who is the last person that pissed you off? 
My mom

Whats something that bothers you about girls? 
Idk generalizing is hard

What’s a fact about the last person that texted you? 
he’s so unexpected

Has anyone called you perfect before?
i don’t know i don’t think so

Where is the biggest scar on your body? 
i have a scar on my leg from when i had to get a mole removed because they were worried it could become cancerous

Have you ever been told you were amazing? 

Would you date someone who was addicted to drugs? 
i’d like to say no but i totally would

When was the last time you fought with your parents? 
like yesterday

What was the last alcoholic beverage you drank? 
some weird cocktail with like orange juice and rum and curry in it

Do you care if people hate you for no reason? 
yeah tbh

Who was the last person to play with your hair? 

Do you get along with girls? 

Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? 
it was definitely my family so i’d hope so

Who was the last person you kissed on the cheek? 
wow idk if that’s ever happened in the last like 15 years so idk

Who are your last 4 txts from? 
battery thief, jess, emilija, danielle

Who was the last girl you talked to? 
my sister

Do you know anyone who drinks a lot? 
yeah. couple friends. my aunt.

Would you ever get plastic surgery? 
maybe probably not though

Do you speak any other languages other than English? 
minimal spanish

What was the last lie you told your mother?
fuck idk i lie so much it’s not great

Have you ever had to call the cops on someone?

What was the last compliment you recieved? 
i was told i was smart

Where did you get your last bruise from? 
i have this weird constant bruise on my arm that i’ve got no clue where it’s from

Have you talked to a bitch today? 

Are your parents divorced? 
not 100% sure if it’s complete yet but yeah

Have you had sex today? 

Do you judge​ peopl​e you don’​t know?​ 
i mean yeah

Do you have any friends that are emo? 
lol i think we all got over that in like freshman year

Are you a bad influ​ence?​ 
sometimes actually

Is there anyone that’s in love with you right now? 
i don’t even know anymore

Would you ever live with any of your best friends? 
i’d really rather not

How many people in your life have you kissed? 
one woops

Are you photogenic? 
nope i’ve had the same profile pic on facebook for two years because my selfie game is weak

Does anyone know a really deep and dark secret about you?
i don’t really have that many deep dark secrets it’s more like little secrets that i’d just rather not share but a couple people know some of those

Do you use birth control pills? 

When was the last time you went to a funeral? 
a while ago

Has one of your boyfriends best friends ever tried to get with you? 

What do you recieve the most compliments on? 
being smart and it drives me up the wall

Do you currently owe anyone money? 
maybe like a dollar

Would you ever marry anyone for their money? 
i mean it depneds

Do you usually have a lot of drama in your life?
not usually. that might not be true. 

Who do you think is the most attractive actor? 
aaron tveit what a babe

How old is the last person you kissed on the lips? 
16 ugh
Have you ever walked away from someone who was yelling at you? 
i’m sure i have

Are you 100% over the last person you kissed? 
something like 60% but we’re kind of still together kind of so that’s not so great

What’s one thing you don’t like about yourself? 
i don’t like my tendency to lie just to avoid uncomfortable but minor truths. i don’t like how i can’t get close to people. i don’t like how i internalize everything. that’s more than one thing but those are at the top

Have any of your friends ever overdosed?
not really overdosed but had a bad mix of drugs and shit went to thist

Have you told anyone that you missed them lately? 

Do you have any friends from Russia? 

How many times have you been truly in love? 
probably never

Would you ever date anyone your parents disapproved of? 

Something you wish you had right now:
a cappuccino 

I. You were my first kiss and it was full of lake water and worry of getting caught and desperation to know what the taste of your tongue was like

II.You were my second kiss and I had to wipe your spit off my mouth with the back of my hand but I didn’t mind because I could feel the vibrations of your vocal cords in my mouth when you moaned

III. You were my third kiss and i grabbed the back of your neck with my hand and your eyes were so big I could see them with my eyes closed

IV. You were my fourth kiss and you slammed me against the soda machine and both of my lips were in your mouth and all I could think of was that there were only 4 layers of clothes between us

V. You were the last kiss that I’ll get in 6 months and maybe we both had to hide behind the seats of the bus in front of us but your lips said goodbye without moving and you breathed your hope into me

I kissed you way more than 5 times, but my memory is as good as my mental health
a.b (via let-me-breathe-deeply)